Ata mārie

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The moon’s an albino hedgehog this morning nibbling on the sky
A lone seagull flies low like a stalling Cessna over the Vellum
paper sea, as the 83 motors by followed by a red New World truck
telling me I can save every day

neighbours are out walking their dogs on the beach, out of reach
as I swim in the cool fresh water (the salp have gone for now)
and there’s a light show of reflections on the wharf’s wooden piles

the crowds haven’t arrived yet with their blankets and chilly bins
even the wind hasn’t arrived (yet) and the traffic is light,
it’s going to be a scorcher they tell us, we’ve waited for this
a day to savour in the bay

Summer afternoons

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Our local korimako has set up shop to taunt us with their melody
Insistent, tuneful, repetitive, hiding we think in the giant macrocarpa
we spot tui dancing from pohutukawa to cabbage tree and eucalypt

a breeze lifts so that leaves lift too and sunshine obscures our view
fat wood pigeons (the kereru) fly drunkenly low almost acrobatic
but our local korimako makes more noise than any of them, show-off

I creep up the driveway toward the macrocarpa, the way I do at night
when our local morepork is hooting and tooting and talking to me
they also hide and I’m certain detect my silent footsteps, so stop

And instead, I whistle back to the korimako, and considering I rarely
match proper pitch with pop songs, it’s surprising that they hear me
but they do, and we whistle back and forth, friends for an afternoon

me and my local korimako




What to say

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To a man who ran out of his way
without a thought for himself
into the face of slaughter

His mum is proud, the gunman
dead, the rest of us are reading
about him, amazed

we are full of praise and wonder
if we would have the guts
not many of us

we are keyboard warriors
mostly full of eloquent rage
and impressive impotence

few of us have been to war
fewer still even held a gun
but we rage

social media fuels our
rage and now it fuels
our praise

so happy to have a hero
at last
this chap, who ran into the face of slaughter

saving your mum, your dad,
your son, your daughter


saving us all somehow, briefly

Haircut

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I’m passing on the pavement and
through the shop window I watch
a barber and his customer both
transfixed gazing into a mirror

The barber’s head is slightly higher
than his customer who is seated
but he’s bending his head to fit
inside the framed reflection

The freshly trimmed beard, shaved
back and sides, all his own work
the customer galvanised by
his own image mirrored back

two men transformed

That moment when a new haircut
is briefly life changing for both cutter
and customer and then it’s gone
and I’m gone along Jackson Street

to catch my bus, head down, into
the wind, carrying this image with me
this perfect moment, cutter and
customer locked in mutual admiration

all our hopes on a haircut

Face to face on Insta

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We used to meet in cafes, face to face
Now I lie resplendent on fresh linen to scroll
while Annabel is talking earnestly from France
(to me), well not really, she’s got followers
And she’s not the only one, there are women
with the same intensity and earnest pleas
wanting me to know about foundation for old
skin like mine as they rub liquid in circular motions
blinking, speaking, as if they are right here with me
in my bedroom and I’m the only thing that matters
It’s a new skill, this earnest, look at me, I’ve
Something to tell you and no you are right
I’ve never met Annabel in a café but
You get the drift and drift I do from one reel
to another, skipping over Middle Eastern Eye
with all its subjectivity, voices from both sides
carnage, each claiming their morality
The carnage in the next presenter’s skin
Is just fortunate old age and Annabel
is now at a village BBQ somewhere in
France with lambs on the spit and wait
there’s a wine fountain, all you can drink
It’s hard to think about the less fortunate
almost seems churlish to do so



When life gives you grandchildren

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When life gives you grandchildren
(while watching Life gives you
Tangerines)

Watching Netflix, Korean drama about
Hanyeo, Jeju, places I know as a tourist
Volcanic rock, women divers, motherhood

I’m drinking a Pinot Gris in spite of believing
I have pancreatic pains because I am
creative and overwrought and loving

Umma, Mum, Mama, Mom, even Mummy
And I might cry even without the wine
Who needs subtitles to comprehend

Last night, I pat-patted goodnight to my
darling mokopuna, Sonja, 손자 granddaughter
her hands grasping both mine tight

locked in, waiting for a change in her
breathing, the gentle sound of a snore
or the pip pip of sleeping bliss

before

I untangle both hands, with the stealth
of a haneyo, halmoni, or Kiwi grandmother
and slip from the bed like a happy thief

to be woken by the hot breath and thick
hair of love in pink pyjamas clasping
my hands again, a reclaiming

so tonight, in spite of old age signs
of possible problems, I abandon
caution, ignore health warnings

watch Korean Netflix and celebrate
motherhood, miss my own mum
and revel in being a halmoni

if this is old age, then, here I am


The Sisterhood

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Brooke Van Velden has a way with the flick of her hair
a nonchalant movement that says to us all, she just doesn’t care

Not a wit or a worry about changing the Bill that will
stop fair payment claims for our sisterhood, how dare she

but you see she’s in thrall to David the Atlas guy, he of
the Treaty Bill if you will, and the school lunch revamping

an 8 % vote but don’t worry, he’s stamping all over the PM
our hapless, and hatless, and utterly witless blue suited man

who always gets tongue-tied while trotting out slogans
wherever he can things like What I’ll say to you – yet he

hasn’t clue he’s the fmcg guy, aisle ends all the way
most of the time on a plane, and flying away from us

while Winnie takes charge blaming all things too woke
crying get back to basics where a bloke is a bloke

and a sheila knows better than Winnie for sure
when it comes to the pay check the bloke he gets more

how else could he cop up for all those blue suits
shiny shoes and fine dining, our Winnie’s a winner

Brooke Van Velden is simply a total beginner
She’s sold out the sisterhood but not on her own

shoulder to shoulder the girls they lined up
Erica, Nicola, Judith, Louise, a new breed of women

all eager to please David Seymour … ?

Bring back Marilyn Waring a girl with some guts
or some guys from the back bench could throw us

a crutch, it’s not as if equal pay is asking too much

The ballot box girls is our only solution, get started
campaigning, there’s no absolution

for girls with the hair they flick in defiance, pants suits
they button with casual compliance, it’s time for

a change, we need hearts in the mix

Gird your loins girls of all sorts and all chromosomes
the whole bloody alphabet and all antinomes

Let’s show them what we think in 2026





High Wire by Michael Fitzsimons

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High Wire

I went to the launch at the Seatoun Bowling Club. You just gotta love the venues poets choose to launch their books. Mine was launched from the bedroom of the bookseller during lockdown. And more recently, Simon Sweetman’s The Richard Poems were launched in a trendy men’s clothing store/barber shop.

I first met Michael when we were reading poems together in Kapiti at a Retirement Village and indeed we also read to one of our most receptive audiences in the dementia ward of that village. An unforgettable and unexpectedly heart-warming experience for all the poets involved.

Early on in this lovely collection, Michael writes:

My poems seem to appeal
To people who don’t read poetry.


He got me, right there and then. I feel such a connection to these words about my own poetry. I’ve been picking his book up every day to read at random and each poem brings joy. There’s a theme of gratitude throughout. The poems speak of the ordinary with such love and affection and too, the profound. His love of family is palpable and joyful. He speaks lightly of a brush with death (more than a brush, a serious cancer diagnosis which he has written about in an earlier collection) but he manages to be uplifting and grateful in all his observations.

There’s delightful humour and I just love this poem/anecdote – yes, Michael pops poetic anecdotes into this collection, stylishly and inspiring.

A friend buys bulk chicken on special from PAK’Nsave.
He divides the chicken into meal-size portions and freezes them. You have no idea, he says. A few bucks a meal.

He and his wife live on the pension. They eat enough chicken to fly business class to Europe every three years.

Another poem that leapt out at me and I just love, is about his daughter coming home to watch the All Blacks snatch a 16-15 victory in Dunedin … the poem talks of Razor Robertson’s first test …

Surprisingly for an All Black
Coach, he’s a talker

This made me laugh out loud as I said almost exactly that when I listened to Razor’s after match chat.

Then there’s the very beautiful love poem The Fin with dolphins and orcas but at the very heart is love, romantic, domestic and true.

Another that spoke to me On the white carpet – musings about moving into a house with white carpet and spilling coffee. Memories for me of white shagpile carpet in an apartment in Auckland in the late 70’s. Play us a tune Maureen an evocative family poem reeking of all things Irish, family, history and heritage. A gorgeous glimpse into the author’s roots.


There’s so much to love in this collection. It is uplifting and for a poet, it is inspiring. I rushed to write my own poem about an encounter I had at our local Pavilion Café, after reading Michael’s delightful encounter at his local 4Square Four Square Philosophy.


The final poem in this collection Credo is one of my favourites. It’s a perfectly placed poem to end such a loving collection. It feels like a questioning of faith and yet a deeply embedded faith too. The final lines …

So when you step out the front door
by the olive tree,
you have something to take with you,

something sustaining,
like a cut lunch.

How Good is This? … (the title of another poem).

The legend of Jenny Blair

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There's a chain link fence
that marks her grave
Only 21 when she died

He proposed they said
when she lost her leg
perhaps on bended knee

I was young and filled with awe
that love could be so grand
now the bar was set for me

Romance lit large by a chain
link fence at the local cemetery
that he had asked for her hand

I still get a shiver of something
whenever I pass her grave
on the left before the tree

when I go to visit my family
graves, that chain link fence
still speaks to me

of a time when thoughts
romantically were forming
he set the bar quite high

I was almost ready to lose
a leg but not quite ready to
die for love, but a ring, oh

Oh a ring as a thing
back then for sure
embodied perfect love

the tombstone has an
angel etched, the white
chain fence protects

her grave, romantic love
enclosed and we never forget
that he proposed