It’s not my own kitchen, nor my own language, so making mac'n'cheese means using Google to read instructions on the pasta packet, the cheese label and microwave settings in translation include energy, medicine, middle, defrost, thermal insulation time/sad child, perplexingly making me wonder if indeed happiness can be microwaved do the older women I see bent almost doubled, lifting swathes of recyclables onto hand carts, securing mountains of cardboard taller than themselves, know about this? close by in sleek black luxury behind tinted windows lurk Gucci Ummas in designer shoes parking on the pavement to slip into buy freshly made tofu slipping through swathes of steam down the road further at the oddly named Richmall, you’ll find the older ummas wearing faded visors and floral shirts towing hand trolleys filled with store-bought tofu what if they all knew they could microwave happiness would they want to?